Wow, it's been a long time. Can't say I'm glad to really be posting again but whatever. It's four-ish in the morning on a Sunday morning, and I have some thoughts. I''ve been trying to analyze myslef but it's not going too well.

Maybe I'm just having a major identity crisis, I probably am. It's just I'm saying/acting/doing things that are contradictory to my character. Then again what is my character? I mean with what I've been the past couple months this is my character now right? Who I am? I dunno, just my morals have changed, but then again they haven't. My views have changed yet stayed the same. It's all contradicting one another. Drowning myself in my music doesn't seem to be doing the trick anymore. Probably just some teenage angst right? Anyways let us transition.....

So....I have a sociology paper to write for Monday, I wonder how that's going to go.

"I was young boy that had big plans,
now I'm just another shitty old man.
Well it aint fun, and I hate everything.
The world owes me so,
Fuck you.
Politics don't mean shit to me,
I drank a six-pack of apathy.
Lifes a bitch and so am I.
The world owes me so,
Fuck you

Wasted youth and a fist full of ideals."
-Green Day(The Grouch)

-J*Rob

Been about a week now, my bad name of the band was Minus Six. Either way...really fucking great band. I like them a lot. I went to Craig's benefit thing tonight it was alright, good cause and all so yeah.

I've got this really great idea for a song and I'm writing the lyrics here and there. I think it's going to be good, but I bet it'll just be one of those things that's only good to me.

BTW DO NOT see the movie "What the Bleep!?" Turned out to be a 2 1/2 hour movie on quantum physics....yeah I could have done without. G'night.

-Justin

So "Tourist" day at school today, gayness. At least it was only half of a gay day...unless you're gay....then I'd suppose it was still a gay day after you left. Fag! I kid....I kid. Jake keeps calling wanting me to play some HALO II online with him but I don't feel like it. Gonna lay back down and listen to some music.

"All day staring at the ceiling making
freinds with Shadows on my wall."
"All night hearing voices telling me that I should get some sleep
because tomorrow might be good for something."
"Hold on, feeling like I'm heading for a break down,
and I don't know why."

"But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little Unwell, I know right now you can't tell.
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see a different side of me."
"I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impared. I know right now you don't care,
but soon enough you're going to think of me
and how I used to be."

"Me.....talking to myself in public, and dodging glances on the train.
I know...I know they've all been talking about me, and
I can hear them whisper and it makes me think
there must be something wrong with me.
Out of all the I was thinking
some how I've lost my mind."

Good song...well....whatever I like it. FACE!!!

-Guy

New profile picture, I think it expresses my current mood. Well or lack there of, just no emotion...but it seems like more of an agitated look. Who knows, not me that's for damn sure.

I'm anxious to meet this Ronna chick or whatever that Aubrey knows. Hopefully she can give me some insight and direction in my life.Anyways.....I'm tired....good night.